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HEY! How many ppl have had dreams where theyre self aware of the fact thats they are, in fact, dreaming?
i remember one dream that I had, I think it was the result of my head switching places with my feet on my bed, cause I'm odd like that.... anyway, I was in like a cartoon world. The old black and white cartoons were on at the time, u know, the kind with the tapdancing elephants in stripes and a cane, while a cat tries to sabotage the performance...
I remember, I was just watching as the cat was being evil around the elephant. And it suddenly occured to me, that this wasnt real life, it was a DREAM!!! So I started freaking out, cause my little 7 year old head thought I wasnt gonna be able to escape this evil dream world! So i convinced myself that I will close my eyes, then wake up in my bed...
and It didnt work...
I woke up in my bed, and everything seemed ok, except for the Trex walking by my window...
So i tried again, and found myself in the dark... but it was toooo dark...
So again, I tried to wake up, and I awoke outside of a rock concert and the line was HUGE! I knew it was still a dream, cause a couple of cartoons were on the loose, and their was a teenage conehead waiting in the line.
This went on for what seemed a lot longer than my usual 8 hours of sleep. I eventually awoke in the real world, and I was no longer crying. I was afraid to go back to sleep after that...
But I did, and the dream still haunts me to this day. If ever it occures again, I can usually wake myself out of it...
Thats it.

I just dont get it.... y do we have them?!?!
I dont understand the point... I seem to have them whenever something stressful or mind boggling is occuring in my life, and I can usally connect the events...
Not anymore
The other day, I had one of those dreams where I was at school... naked...
I was in french class, which I no longer study, with 2 kids from my freshmen health class, and Anna. And for some reason, there was a bathroom stall in the corner! so I went in, then came out without the "essential coverings" (it is at this point of writing the article that i dont know y I'm telling u this on the internet...) And I just sat down, and class started!
That was the whole dream, and I awoke later to find that I had rotated 180 degrees around, so my head was hanging off where my feet normally were...

But thats besides the point...
I just dont understand the dream.
I'm not the type of person who would even consider walking naked into my FRENCH class. and y were those 2 ppl from my old health class there?!?!

Normally, dreams have meaning, or messeges, or something like that, and I can normally identify them... just not this one. Heres one where I can decypher the meaning....

I see myself and my mother in a big open white expanse, like the kind of thing ud find in a scifi movie where the character is lost in their own mind.
My mother is holding my head, and I'm saddened. She knows shes gonna die really soon, and I'm just trying to see her off properly. So we're just spending our time together as nice a son and mother can.
Then I see a valley, more like a ravine actually, like the ones in "the mummy returns." and at the entrance to the valley, was a gate, holding back water.
I see my mom and I again, and the moment of passing is upon us, and the gate holding back the water breaks loose, and the water floods the ravine, and I start to cry for my mom.
I can sorta see the signifigance of this dream, as I've had them before.

But ive also had dreams in which nothing really happens, just really random crap. like this one dream that I've had 3 times, with different variations each time, but the basic plot is the same.

The dream usually goes like this...
Im in a race, like an obstacle course. To my left is a huge waterfall, and straight ahead of me, is a river of liquid sidewalk. After we start, we come up to a turn, which leads to a flooded garbage dump! We have to waddle through the mess to a hill, which leads to another turn, which brings us to a haunted house. I remember, in different variations, that I've entered the house, or Ive' skipped the entire thing, or I ran away and hid. But after the house, is an entire fairground of JUST yellow ferris wheels. And Ive either rode all of them with my pals, ran through them, or skipped it by going around it.
Either way, after the wheels, we have to jump off of the very same waterfall we saw at the begining, and waddle our way back to the starting line.
And every time, I make like 5th place, but I'm treated as though I won the first place prize. then I wake up...

I dont get this dream at all, but its fun to recall it.

I'm sorry that this article isnt going anywhere, but I needed to update, and ur welcome to share and comment!

WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET ATTENTION AVERTED TO THIS BLOG?!??!?!
IT SEEMS TO ME THAT EVERYONE ELSE, WITH EXEPTION OF MY SELF, ANNA, AND ALLY ALLY IN FREE, JUST DOESNT READ MY BLOG!!! WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO, START POSTING PORN!?!?! i wont do that, btw, i'm better than that. IF ANYONE OUT THERE CAN MAYBE GIVE ME IDEAS, OR QUESTIONS THEYD LIKE TO SEE ANSWERED, THEN COME TO ME! JUST ASK AWAY IN COMMENT, AND I'LL TURN IT INTO A POST!!!
IS THAT REALLY SOO HARD?!?!?!

is it jsut me, or is no one else reading my blogs?!? It seems like only Legionaire and Anna are reading my posts, on either blog, Aside from the occasional Ally Ally in free. Now I'm grateful for all comments, but I cant tell how many other ppl are out there who maybe reading my stuff. I know there are several types of site meters and things that record data for websites, such as the number of ppl that viewed the page, but those dont seem to work for me...
i know that I'm prolly just asking for trouble here, but if there is ANYONE out there that reads my blog(s) and doesnt comment, please, Please, PLEASE comment just this once! Just so I know that other ppl r out there who care!!!

Look at this picture. What does it consist of in its most simplist of forms? An anagram will tell you. Re-organize all of the letters of the title, and you get Three words which describe this painting perfectly. No offense to art lovers, but its kind of an insult...

Vile Meaningless Doodles

There you go! Dont believe me? Check for youself then.

See if u can fully answer that question...

Its not a trick question, in point of fact, its the simplest, most honest question I've ever asked.
As human beings, what are we? what are we here for? and are we doing what we're supposed to be doing?
Each and every person on the face of the planet Earth, is fortunately completely blissfully unaware, of what their existence is in the whole of the universe.
We are little tiny, uncivilized, unintelligent carbon based meat bags, in which each meat bag is constantly stuggling to prove its supperiority over every other meat bag in its environment. Nearly every lifeform on this big, green, wet, rock of stardust is always looking for simple, reliable, illdeserved power, which they can exploit, and abuse, to gain more of it.
High payed executives, who are constantly roaring around the cities through their cell phones never stop for a second, and contemplate their existence, never understand that the dish detergent ad they're trying to sell, or their new revelation in budget cuts, MEANS NOTHING!!!
In the grand scheme of life, the universe, or anything, what purpose is that executive serving? what reason does he/she have to go on doing it? What drives them to further push these papers, or punch those number, each and EVERY day?!?!
I believe its the illusion of safety and power that is gained with every transaction of their product or service, regardless of how it can benefit Earth, or mankind.
The executives previously mentioned are not the only people who are unaware of these facts.
I've heard the phrase, "live each day as though it were your last..." many times over the course of my teenage life. Stop and think about how many people, INCLUDING the people who support, and spread that saying ACTUALLY FOLLOW IT!!!
Its not that those people are UNABLE to follow it, but following this belief is like removing the keystone to an archway, the entire structure, and the whole foundation, are shaken, and thrown to the ground. If one was to follow this ideal, then their false sense of security, and power would be just that; FALSE
Its not the persons fault. The fault lies with society as a whole, in which every member wishes to restrict the rest in such a way, so that they may gain power while abiding to the rules that were set down, while the rest of society perishes in the presumed chaos.
People are not happy, and it is because of these restrictions. These "laws" were created to further restrict powerless and "happy devoid" people from ever gaining said power, or from ever becoming happy. This allows the powers that be to indulge in their our pelf, and power, while holding everyone else right where they want them... below them.

In case the reader hasnt already guessed, I'm slamming goverment a lot in this article, because I believe that it is government in general that has allowed the human race to be so corrupted.

So anyway, back on topic. There is hardly a person on this rock that does anything worth doing for the sake of reason, or purpose. Sure, many people have reached out, and believe that they have found some guide to life that allows them to be at peace, and helps them accept the lack of power that they could receive. (I.E. religion) ((and this article is by no means, insulting or disregarding any beliefs of religion that exist))

The human race has no purpose any longer. What once were villages of people, helping one another to survive, is now a vast collection of self important egomaniacs who dont seem to care about others.
A student that gets an A on a history exam feels good, and receives a small boost in self respect, and worth. Good for them. But what purpose does that serve in Life? Where would that student EVER need the knowlege of past wars and cultures, in the future? Is it because they might be able to join a better college education? If so, that road only leads to corruption and self importance, which is exactly where we SHOULDNT go. Or is the student happy, because of the fact that he/she has done better than other students, thus making he/she believe that he/she is superior when compared to their fellow meatbags?

Well, I feel this is enough for now, as I am tired. I shall wait to hear many comments before I continue on...